last night was supposed to be wonderful. have a few beers, make cupcakes, and have a good time, and best of all: have a sleepover. we’ve been rocky. i was starting to think that it was time. but i was wrong. things were going great. until he looked at old text messages, that mean absolutely nothing. and now i’m literally hanging in the balance. yes, i was wrong. but that doesn’t mean i don’t want to love you. that doesn’t mean that everything i said to you was a lie, or that i have another secret life. i’m only human. i make mistakes. if you can realize that and have a heart, it would mean the world to me. because i’ve made you my everything. and without you, i’d be broken. i’m already breaking. and after this mess, if i end up alone, i vow never to love again.
never felt so good. home for the summer and i forgot how much i love it here at home. where the phils are the home team and wawa is my breakfast every morning.
and in 6 days i will be in jersey for the summer. thank the lord. don’t get me wrong, i love uconn, but there’s something about jersey that i miss dearly. i’ll be with boyf again, which is needed, and it’ll be less stressful, if i get a job…. anyway. i’m not too worried about 3 of my 4 finals, which is nice, but i need to do REALLY well on all four of them to get the gpa i want. which means sam is falling into a hole and never seeing the light of day until finals are over. no sleeping, no eating actual meals, just coffee and my books. god i can’t wait. sarcasm.
I’M JUST LIKE:
RMS Titanic was a British passenger liner that sank in the North Atlantic Ocean on 15 April 1912 after colliding with an iceberg (on April 14th) during her maiden voyage from Southampton, England to New York City. The sinking of Titanic caused the deaths of 1,514 people in one of the deadliest peacetime maritime disasters in history. She was the largest ship afloat at the time of her maiden voyage. One of three Olympic class ocean liners operated by the White Star Line, she was built between 1909–11 by the Harland and Wolff shipyard in Belfast. She carried 2,224 people.
Her passengers included some of the wealthiest people in the world, as well as over a thousand emigrants from Great Britain and Ireland, Scandinavia and elsewhere seeking a new life in North America. The ship was designed to be the last word in comfort and luxury, with an on-board gymnasium, swimming pool, libraries, high-class restaurants and opulent cabins. She also had a powerful wireless telegraph provided for the convenience of passengers as well as for operational use. Though she had advanced safety features such as watertight compartments and remotely activated watertight doors, she lacked enough lifeboats to accommodate all of those aboard. Due to outdated maritime safety regulations, she carried only enough lifeboats for 1,178 people – a third of her total passenger and crew capacity.
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